I find it amazingly funny that as soon as I'm done eating..

As soon as the very last bite is in my mouth, This amazing unmeasurable feeling of guilt rushes through me. I’d say to myself “did you really need to eat that? Where you that hungry?” and it'll continue for quite some time.. Does anyone have a proper explanation for this? It’s really annoying to be frank. I just don't get why I must have such a complicated relationship with food!! I've said it before and I'll say it again, food is my abusive boyfriend :D no matter how much it beats me up I refuse to let go and always go back for more. FOOOOOD. LOL. Utter bullcrap. Anywaysss.... I'm dozing off as we speak. Must get to sleep!